If I tell the world
You have to stay
Bc it would be silly
If we’re wrong
Or if you go away
Part if me wants in on the inanity
Of telling people before 12W
Bc none of the people who shared
Um I mean our friends
All at 7w or 8w
Mandy Tara Catherine Michelle Teresa … I swear there’s more.
Teresa, I don’t harbor
Bc they had a couple angels (or maybe just the one)
And it’s all in innocence and excitement
And this dark part of me
At the first
Was just so shocked
Bc we waited so, so long to share about your big sister
And then it was, “Tada! She’s on her way!”
And that didn’t happen with anyone else.
I was the safe one
And I still got burned
Not with a miscarriage, thank goodness
But at 26w, that is so, so early
Part of this
Is my darker side
HA, in your face, Fate!
<5%? Would be so unfair
How many pregnancies end at 26w?
I tried looking that up
And too many other things
Got in my way
And egads, i overshare!
Working on that.
I’m sorry I’m not all joy and light
I certainly don’t want you dark and creepy
Maybe All my light is being channeled to you ;)